Cortney Cassidy is an artist and horticulturist using text, image, and sound to write poetry.
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Designer of the modern dark mode, architect of dynamic theming, former editor for Google Design, and design ethics advocate. I worked as a horticulturist for the High Line during a career break followed by a sabbatical to write a book (forthcoming). If you are interested in engaging with my multidisciplinary hybrid practice that balances artistic sensibility with strategic clarity for your project, send me a message at cortneyvcassidy@gmail.com.
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“If you are in a fragile or stressed state, it may help to think of yourself as a garden. The more attention you give your unseen garden, the more you may come to understand it. Every act of feeding, digging, and pruning will reveal a new truth.”
“I knew that something was wrong with the way I used my body. On the computer, I was only using my mind. The garden helped me identify that I needed to engage my whole being: mind, body, and spirit. I needed these three pillars to hold me up, instead of trying to balance everything on one.”
A Pious Work of Salvage is an ongoing project first presented in a guest lecture to Virginia Commonwealth University’s grad seminar, 2024
“Leonardo da Vinci wrote that an image is poetry seen not felt, however, a maker of images that abandons true nature for false beauty is unable to make anyone see.”
“Written language has a long history of influencing feeling and thought. In our current era, we often rely on images to evoke emotion … The future of accessing visual media is not only about who or what makes the images, it’s also about how we describe them.”
“Language is a product of observational learning, so gaining the vocabulary requires first noticing the smell, the environment around that smell, and the reactions it prompts. There doesn’t seem to be any way to represent smell other than to physically present it or describe what kind of attention it attracts.”
“Terms like spinster and old maid are still attached to women who exist outside the Home and the Church, declaring that these women disrupt social order and can no longer be called women. I can’t think of a more comfortable, self-reliant life for myself than that of a woman who holds onto her autonomy”
“It is impossible for most to write well on a first try. Excessive language is how a writer digs for the actual point they can eventually say better. I must say a lot of useless things to find out what I’m really trying to say. The useless is useful even after it’s gone.”
“Feelings are ignored and overlooked as potential evidence-based resources, but since they are a part of the human experience, it seems possible that they are essential tools in both the construction of our world and our understanding of it. Using that tool to access possible alternatives might help us fix what’s not working.”
“Keeping an unserious record of my mysterious sensitivities led me to see patterns, like how I seem to have an easier time dealing with my body when I am alone, instead of pretending I am “normal” while my internal reality slowly bleeds through to the external reality of a very long work meeting.”
“The hard truth about being an artist within an economic system that favors private property, a price system, and competitive markets is that the artist often needs full-time paid work to exist. That job takes valuable time and creativity away from the artist, which means this system defines who gets to be an artist and when.”
“Through forming my framework to create in, the return investment is not a monetary profit. The gain is my revolutionized vocabulary of art in a softer space.”
“Black and white, yellow, red, and blue preserve their relationship with light through the scales of tones between their lightest and darkest. The continuous scale does not change in saturation, but changes in brilliance. As all colors we can and cannot see differ depending on their surface, surrounding, and our state of mind—they will always in some way share their brilliance.”
“The more I learn, the more humility I feel. By expanding our exposure to ethical thinking, we can better understand who we are, what we could and should be doing, and why we’re doing the things we do. With that self-awareness, we’re in a much better place to understand where we can be most effective.”
The Passion According to G.H. by Clarice Lispector
Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? by Jeanette Winterson
By Grand Central Station I Sat Down and Wept by Elizabeth Smart
A Lover's Discourse by Roland Barthes
Take to the Trees by Marguerite Holloway
Reading the Forested Landscape by Tom Wessels
The Hour of the Star by Clarice Lispector
On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong
Normal People by Sally Rooney
The Light Eaters by Zoë Schlanger
Tree Spirits Grass Spirits by Hiromi Itō
On the Abolition of All Political Parties by Simone Weil
Buddhism Without Beliefs by Stephen Batchelor
The Art of Solitude by Stephen Batchelor
The Tao of Fully Feeling by Pete Walker
Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving by Pete Walker
Winter by Ali Smith
Consider the Oyster by MFK Fisher
The Tao of Wu by The RZA
Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents by Lindsay C. Gibson
Hope in the Dark by Rebecca Solnit
2024
Midwinter Day by Bernadette Mayer
Autumn by Ali Smith
Along the Road by Aldous Huxley
The Waves by Virginia Woolf
The Garden Against Time by Olivia Laing
Cooking As Though You Might Cook Again by Danny Licht
Plant and Planet by Anthony Huxley
2023
The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie by Muriel Spark
One-Straw Revolution by Masanobu Fukuoka
Saving Time by Jenny Odell
2022
Agnes Grey by Anne Brontë
Midwinter Day by Bernadette Mayer
Bold Ventures by Charlotte Van den Broeck
To The River by Olivia Laing
Orwell's Roses by Rebecca Solnit
Pure Colour by Sheila Heti
Women, Art and Society: A Tribute to Virginia Woolf by Judy Chicago
Writing Down the Bones by Natalie Goldberg
Alone With Others by Stephen Batchelor
Second Place by Rachel Cusk
2021
Lady Chatterley's Lover by DH Lawrence
Unfinished Business by Vivian Gornick
Journal of a Solitude by May Sarton
An Old Woman and Her Cat by Doris Lessing
Living with Contradictions by Lynne Tillman
Two Serious Ladies by Jane Bowles
After Leaving Mr. Mackenzie by Jean Rhys
Other Flowers by James Schuyler
The Inseparables by Simone de Beauvoir
Mysteries of Small Houses by Alice Notley
While Standing in Line for Death by CAConrad
The Importance of Being Iceland by Eileen Myles
If You Are Unable to Help Just Say So by Jennifer Williams
The Awful Rowing Toward God by Anne Sexton
The Voyage Out by Virginia Woolf
Wide Sargasso Sea by Jean Rhys
Blue in Chicago by Bette Howland
No Evil Star by Anne Sexton
The Walk by Robert Walser
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
Bread and Water by Eileen Myles
Wittgenstein's Mistress by David Markson
Quartet by Jean Rhys
Three Steps on the Ladder of Writing by Hélène Cixous
2020
Heroines by Kate Zambreno
Ways of Seeing by John Berger
The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman
Plant Dreaming Deep by May Sarton
Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf
Public Library and Other Stories by Ali Smith
My Sister, My Spouse by Heinz Frederick Peters
Childhood by Tove Ditlevsen
I Knew A Phoenix by May Sarton
The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk
The Go-Away Bird and Other Stories by Muriel Spark
Women in Clothes by Heidi Julavits, Leanne Shapton, and Sheila Heti
How to Write a Thesis by Umberto Eco
The Malady of Death by Marguerite Duras
How Art Can Be Thought by Allan deSouza
Screen Tests by Kate Zambreno
Book of Mutter by Kate Zambreno
Feelings are Facts by Yvonne Rainer
Coventry by Rachel Cusk
84, Charing Cross Road by Helene Hanff
Swimming Studies by Leanne Shapton
I Love Myself When I Am Laughing... And Then Again When I Am Looking Mean and Impressive by Zora Neale Hurston
Feminism Is for Everybody: Passionate Politics by bell hooks
My Mother Laughs by Chantal Akerman
The Plague by Albert Camus
Dream Work by Mary Oliver
Tickets for a Prayer Wheel by Annie Dillard
Focusing by Eugene T. Gendlin
An Intelligent Person's Guide to Ethics by Mary Warnock
The Coming Insurrection by Comité invisible
Recollections of My Nonexistence by Rebecca Solnit
Overcoming the Problematics of Art by Yves Klein
The Little Disturbances of Man by Grace Paley
This Is Not a Novel by David Markson
Guestbook: Ghost Stories by Leanne Shapton
Species of Spaces and Other Pieces by Georges Perec
Janfamily: Plans for Other Days by Janfamily
The One-Straw Revolution by Masanobu Fukuoka
Future Ethics by Cennydd Bowles
In Praise of Shadows by Jun'ichirō Tanizaki
The Beauty of Everyday Things by Soetsu Yanagi
Breathing: Chaos and Poetry by Franco "Bifo" Berardi
2019
Against Creativity by Oli Mould
New Dark Age by James Bridle
Água Viva by Clarice Lispector
Midwinter Day by Bernadette Mayer
Little Weirds by Jenny Slate
Future Histories by Lizzie O'Shea
Diaries by Eva Hesse
Journal of a Solitude by May Sarton
Monday or Tuesday by Virginia Woolf
Weekends with O'Keeffe by C.S. Merrill
Modern Love by Constance DeJong
What Is a Designer by Norman Potter
The Politics of Design by Ruben Pater
The Responsible Object by Marjanne Van Helvert
Troubling Love by Elena Ferrante
The Internet Does Not Exist by E-Flux Journal
Conversations with Friends by Sally Rooney
The Awakening by Kate Chopin
The Ravishing of Lol Stein by Marguerite Duras
The Story of the Lost Child by Elena Ferrante
Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay by Elena Ferrante
The Story of a New Name by Elena Ferrante
My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante
Kudos by Rachel Cusk
Transit by Rachel Cusk
The Secret Lives of Color by Kassia St. Clair
The Collected Stories by Colette
Portraits by John Berger
Artful by Ali Smith
O Fallen Angel by Kate Zambreno
Looking at Pictures by Robert Walser
How to Mend: Motherhood and Its Ghosts by Iman Mersal
How to Do Nothing by Jenny Odell
A Manual for Cleaning Women by Lucia Berlin
Essayism by Brian Dillon
The Journalist and the Murderer by Janet Malcolm
The Collected Stories by Lorie Moore
Sweet Days of Discipline by Fleur Jaeggy
Liveblog by Megan Boyle
The Collected Stories of Lydia Davis by Lydia Davis
2018
Directed by Desire by June Jordan
Black Swans by Eve Babitz
Prisons We Choose to Live Inside by Doris Lessing
Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson
Conversations with Flannery O'Connor by Flannery O'Connor
A Good Man is Hard to Find by Flannery O'Connor
The Lydia Steptoe Stories by Djuna Barnes
On Photography by Susan Sontag
Mary Ventura and the Ninth Kingdom by Sylvia Plath
Terrific Mother by Lorie Moore
The Hatred of Poetry by Ben Lerner
Dark Days by James Baldwin
My Twentieth Century Evening and Other Small Breakthroughs by Kazuo Ishiguro
New York City in 1979 by Kathy Acker
Nightwood by Djuna Barnes
A Spy In The House Of Love by Anaïs Nin
Not Me by Eileen Myles
Close to the Knives by David Wojnarowicz
Sara Berman's Closet by Maira Kalman
Tigers Are Better Looking by Jean Rhys
The Complete Stories by Leonora Carrington
The Sarah Book by Scott McClanahan
Paradise Rot by Jenny Hval
Heat Wave by Penelope Lively
How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan
E! Entertainment by Kate Durbin
Self-Help by Lorrie Moore
A Field Guide to Getting Lost by Rebecca Solnit
Debriefing: Collected Stories by Susan Sontag
A People's History of the United States by Howard Zinn
The Amputee's Guide to Sex by Jillian Weise
How Should a Person Be? by Sheila Heti
Crossing the Water by Sylvia Plath
The Job of the Wasp by Colin Winnette
A Certain Smile by Françoise Sagan
The Doll's Alphabet by Camilla Grudova
Beloved by Toni Morrison
Good Morning, Midnight by Jean Rhys
Outline by Rachel Cusk
My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh
Believe Me by Eddie Izzard
A Handbook of Disappointed Fate by Anne Boyer
Einstein's Beach House by Jacob M. Appel
Slow Days, Fast Company by Eve Babitz
Night Sky with Exit Wounds by Ocean Vuong
Selected Poems by Denise Riley
Hold Tight: The Truck Darling Poems by Jeni Olin
Someone's Dead Already by Tongo Eisen-Martin
Something Bright, Then Holes by Maggie Nelson
Tonight I'm Someone Else by Chelsea Hodson
Sappho: A New Translation by Mary Barnard
Priestdaddy by Patricia Lockwood
The Living Method by Sara Nicholson
How to Write an Autobiographical Novel by Alexander Chee
The Thorn by David Larsen
I'll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara
Cool for You by Eileen Myles
Motherhood by Sheila Heti
Emergency Contact by Mary H.K. Choi
Wildlives by Sarah Jean Alexander
The Coral Sea by Patti Smith
Homesick for Another World by Ottessa Moshfegh
Under the Sign of Saturn by Susan Sontag
The Lottery by Shirley Jackson
Taipei by Tao Lin
The Teeth of the Comb by Osama Alomar
The Argonauts by Maggie Nelson
Bluets by Maggie Nelson
True Stories by Sophie Calle
Woolgathering by Patti Smith
Jane: A Murder by Maggie Nelson
Bad Behavior by Mary Gaitskill
We Have Always Lived in the Castle by Shirley Jackson
Pitch Dark by Renata Adler
2017
The Lover by Marguerite Duras
Writing by Marguerite Duras
Even Though I Don't Miss You by Chelsea Martin
Mickey by Chelsea Martin
Inferno by Eileen Myles
Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer
To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf
I Am the Brother of XX by Fleur Jaeggy
Devotion (Why I Write) by Patti Smith
Tender Points by Amy Berkowitz
Only Lovers Left Alive by Dave Wallis
Eileen by Ottessa Moshfegh
I Remember Nothing by Nora Ephron
Walking Through Clear Water in a Pool Painted Black by Cookie Mueller
Break It Down by Lydia Davis
On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft by Stephen King
These Possible Lives by Fleur Jaeggy
Crucial Conversations by May Sarton
Sour Heart by Jenny Zhang
Sex & Rage: Advice to Young Ladies Eager for a Good Time by Eve Babitz
Legs Get Led Astray by Chloe Caldwell
Caca Dolce by Chelsea Martin
The Elements of Style by William Strunk Jr.
Blood and Guts in High School by Kathy Acker
The Glass Castle by Jeanette Walls
Speedboat by Renata Adler
Arbitrary Stupid Goal by Tamara Shopsin
The Last Novel by David Markson
Surveys by Natasha Stagg
300 Arguments by Sarah Manguso
The Last Love Song: A Biography of Joan Didion by Tracy Daugherty
The Writing Life by Annie Dillard
Too Much and Not the Mood by Durga Chew-Bose
L.A.WOMAN by Eve Babitz
Selected Tweets by Tao Lin
We Are Never Meeting in Real Life by Samantha Irby
Dead is Better: Legalize Crime by Alissa Bennett
Sunshine State by Sarah Gerard
Zami: A New Spelling of My Name by Audre Lord
The Mother of All Questions by Rebecca Solnit
The Odd Woman and the City by Vivian Gornick
How to Suppress Women's Writing by Joanna Russ
The Situation and the Story by Vivian Gornick
South and West: From a Notebook by Joan Didion
The Curse: A Cultural History of Menstruation by Janice Delaney
My Little Red Book by Rachel Kauder Nalebuff
Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret by Judy Blume
I'll Tell You in Person by Chloe Caldwell
History and Women, Culture and Faith by Elizabeth Fox-Genovese
Good Omens by Neil Gaiman
Ariel by Sylvia Plath
The Bloody Chamber by Angela Carter
Written on the Body by Jeanette Winterson
Blood Magic: The Anthropology of Menstruation by Thomas Buckley
Separate and Dominate: Feminism and Racism after the War on Terror by Christine Delphy
Blow-Up and Other Stories by Julio Cortázar
Memento Mori by Muriel Spark
M Train by Patti Smith
A Room of One's Own by Virginia Woolf
As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Diaries 1964-1980 by Susan Sontag
2016
Green Girl by Kate Zambreno
Chelsea Girls by Eileen Myles
Vanishing Point: How to Disappear in America Without a Trace by Susanne Burner
Slouching Towards Bethlehem by Joan Didion
Regarding the Pain of Others by Susan Sontag
Men Explain Things to Me by Rebecca Solnit
Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood
Preliminary Materials for a Theory of the Young-Girl by Tiqqun
A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
Women, Race & Class by Angela Davis
Play It As It Lays by Joan Didion
So Sad Today by Melissa Border
The White Album by Joan Didion
The Sailor Who Fell from Grace with the Sea by Yukio Mishima
A Happy Man by Hansjörg Schertenleib
Ladders to Fire by Anaïs Nin
Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963 by Susan Sontag
Shopgirl by Steve Martin
The Doors of Perception by Aldous Huxley
CivilWarLand in Bad Decline by George Saunders
Existentialism is a Humanism by Jean-Paul Sartre
Little Labors by Rivka Galchen
Where I Was From by Joan Didion
1984 by George Orwell
Just Kids by Patti Smith
Bad Feminist by Roxane Gay
All About Love by bell hooks
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
A Russian Affair by Anton Chekhov
Action by Amy Rose Spiegel
Can Jokes Bring Down Governments? Memes, Design and Politics by Metahaven
Where Art Belongs by Chris Kraus
Fixed Ideas: America Since 9.11 by Joan Didion
Delta of Venus by Anaïs Nin
Navel Gazing by Michael Ian Black
The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion
Aliens & Anorexia by Chris Kraus
Tenth of December by George Saunders
Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami
Black Hole by Charles Burns
Everybody Talks About the Weather by Ulrike Marie Meinhof
I Love Dick by Chris Kraus
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? by Philip K. Dick
The Dreamers by Gilbert Adair
Les Enfants Terribles by Jean Cocteau
Ghost World by Daniel Clowes
Little Birds by Anaïs Nin
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Nourishment
I consider this a reliable and nourishing meal that can easily be adapted from a rice dish into a pasta dish, soup, scramble or omelette, and even a savory pie. If you prefer variety in your meals, experiment with other veggies and proteins and follow seasonal availability. Adjust quantities based on your nutritional needs and meal sharing responsibilities.
Shopping list
1.5 to 3 lbs chicken breast (or other protein)
white onion, large
garlic
bell pepper, 1 or 2
veggie (choose 1 or 2 per week: green beans, broccoli, tomato, asparagus, squash, eggplant)
slice chicken breast, salt & pepper, pan fry, dice, pre-measure individual serving size into separate small containers. Cook enough for 3 days, if you want to cook for a whole week, store days 4-7 in the freezer. Remove each day's portion from the freezer in the morning so it is defrosted by meal time.
pour water into pan immediately after cooking chicken, cook the brown bits into a broth, mix together into single serving jars equal parts soy sauce and preferred amount of chili garlic sauce.
dice big white onion, store in medium container. scoop out portion sizes as needed.
mince garlic cloves, store in small jar. scoop out portion sizes as needed.
dice peppers, store in medium container. scoop out portion sizes as needed.
dice squash, store in medium container. scoop out portion sizes as needed.
store pre-washed leafy greens of choice OR self-wash ahead of time. grab a handful as needed.
pre-steam veggies of choice (green beans, broccoli, asparagus) choose a different veggie each week if variety is desired, store in medium container. scoop out portion sizes as needed.
cook rice in rice cooker, the most convenient and consistent method. i prefer cooking just enough fresh rice daily instead of reheating pre batch-cooked rice.
Recipe
Add 1 tsp cornstarch to soy sauce mixture, stir, and mix with single serving of diced chicken and set aside on counter while veggies cook in the next steps.
Heat stainless steel pan on medium-high, it is hot enough when water beads up and rolls around. turn heat to low for the rest of the steps.
Pour in olive oil, enough to coat the bottom of pan.
Add 1/4 cup onions to pan, cook until soft (a minute or so). Add in some minced garlic and tomato paste if you are making pasta, although skip the soy sauce mixture
Add 1/4 cup peppers to pan, cook until soft (another minute or so)
Add 1/4 cup of each uncooked veggies (squash, eggplant) one at a time to pan in order of hardest to softest, cook until softish (a couple minutes depending on veg)
Add 1/4 cup of each pre-cooked veggies (green beans, asparagus) one at a time to pan in order of hardest to softest, cook until warm (a minute or so)
Add a handful of pre-wash leafy greens (baby spinach, baby kale), cook until wilted (a minutes or so). If using tomato, add in here since they don't need very long
Add the chicken with sauce and stir until warm. Alternatively scramble 2-3 eggs and serve with veggies and toast (without rice or pasta)